Nice to see you!

Three major events occurred for me last year (2010), all in the space of about 2 weeks. I turned 50. The following day I got married. Two weeks later, my oldest daughter became pregnant with her first child and my first grandchild.

Most middle-aged people will tell you that in their minds, they still feel 20 something. It's the same for me.

Wasn't it only yesterday that I was planning a night out with guys from the surf club? That gorgeous new perm. Flaired, cuffed denims and the red t-shirt with the off-the-shoulder frill. Corked platform wedgies. **sigh**

Suddenly I'm looking in the mirror and wondering how 30 years can flash by so damned quickly!

So here I am in cyberspace, sharing my genuine shock and horror with anyone who'll listen and maybe I'll even meet some other over 50s who find themselves in the same predicament!

Welcome to my dilemna!!

Saturday, April 25, 2020

Mad Mad World

Denial is a wonderful thing.

I’ve been in bed watching documentaries all day.

I got up to cook dinner just before 6pm and sat with Adoring Husband until 8pm when we both came to bed.

I watched another disturbing documentary tonight and now I need to put myself in denial and watch something funny and light to clear the imagery and stories that I subjected myself to all day.

You might think I’m foolish but I believe it was necessary, on a certain level, to investigate further what I learned earlier in the day.

There is nothing to share here because I’m still trying to process. I doubt that I will ever share any of it here.

So this is a day where I hope that all the knowledge that I gained will be wiped out overnight by my ageing brain during a good nights sleep.

I’m going to meditate for light love and peace.







Nite all.

Friday, April 24, 2020

Late But Not

I just looked at the clock expecting it to read 12.30am.

It’s only 9.30pm

I am exhausted.

I rode my trike again today and spent some quality time with a friend - using the appropriate social distancing rules of course. I had a really great time.

Before I got home I had to stop as a very large crane was lifting an equally large boat from the back yard of a house, over the top of the house, to the front footpath. It was a tricky manoeuvre!

While I waited I chatted with a distant neighbour who told me about her medical dramas of the last few months.

I arrived home in time to prepare lunch for Adoring Husband and myself as well as assist him in getting the new clothes line cover fitted.

I received a fabulous box of gifts from Beautiful Girl With Long Blond Hair for my birthday ...






As always, perfect gifts for me.

Another friend promised to take me on a lunch date when this pandemic crisis is over. Can’t wait!

Grey’s Anatomy was on the agenda for the rest of the day and it was nice to put my feet up.

I’m really looking forward to spending the morning in bed tomorrow after three early-ish mornings in a row.

Look at this! It’s suddenly 11pm!

Nite all.

ISO Birthday

I woke up very late this morning and Adoring Husband greeted me with my morning coffee and a beautifully gift wrapped box with a birthday balloon accompanying it.


The gift was from Lady Lynn and I absolutely love it! When I clear off my dressing table, it will take pride of place in the centre and hold my favourite pieces.


Not long after that, Beauty delivered these ...


They were selected from her garden and she arranged them herself! How special is that!?

I then received a phone call from Lady Lynn and Happy Harry. They both sang Happy Birthday!

Next on door knock patrol was The Brains Trust. The time and effort put into this little gem ...


How fabulous! A few decent photos of me interspersed with my beautiful Burrum friends, makes me very happy.

It did not stop there. Sweet Aggie appeared with this beautiful bouquet of natives ...


I’m so spoilt.

I decided that I wanted this day to be different to all of the other days of isolation and the only thing I could think of was riding on my trike.

It was a beautiful day and we are allowed to go outdoors for exercise, so I packed my camera bag into the trike basket along with some cash, my phone, the post office box keys and a hat.

It’s been a good 18 months since I road around town on the trike because The Happy Abode has been taking up all of my riding time. So I did this ...


That’s VERY different from my usual isolation day!

I took a few photos and made one more short video before riding to the Post Office to pick up the Bomb Trinkety parcel that I ordered last week.







While I was riding, I received a birthday phone call from The Motivator so stopped by her house on the way home. This is the beautiful unicorn hat that was among the gifts that TM gave me.


By then I was hot and flushed from so much exercise and the day had warmed up somewhat because it was almost midday by now! I needed water!

It was well after midday when I finally pedalled home and I had barely sat down and taken a breath when Vegan Chickie and Chicklet called me for my birthday. I had almost an hour on the phone with them and it was wonderful.

During that phone call, Bubbles attempted to call! My plan was to call her back.

Also during the call, I received this ...


I sent my little brother one of my calendars for Christmas and highlighted my birthday so that he would make contact. He did! It worked! He didn’t wish me a happy birthday - just texted me this pic haha,

AH prepared my lunch.

I had a little while til my next phone call which was the Welsh Wonder and her hubby. She also sang happy birthday.

Soon I had to prepare for the birthday conference call with my girls, so I dressed in my sparkly clothes ...


I decorated the cake and placed the candle ...


Made my drink and strategically placed all my gifts around me ...


I didn’t even think about taking a photo of the screen with all of their lovely faces and I’m so disappointed that I missed that opportunity.

AH cooked up some honey chicken wings for our dinner which was a perfect way to end my day ... except it wasn’t the end because Bubbles called at about 6.30pm and we chatted for well over an hour!

While I was on the phone with her, Number One Son attempted to call! He texted me to say he was going to bed and would call me tomorrow, so I’m looking forward to that call.

It’s now well after midnight and I have to get up early in the morning so I’m off to bed.

The exciting part for tomorrow is that I will be receiving my birthday parcel from Beautiful Girl With Long Blond Hair so it’s not over yet!! Wahoo!

Happy birthday to me and Happy 10th anniversary to AH!! The celebrations continue 😍

Nite all.


Wednesday, April 22, 2020

The big 60 is Here!

Happy birthday to me 🎶 
Happy birthday to me 🎵 
Happy birthday dear Meeeeeeeee 🎶
Happy birthday toooooooo meeeeeeeeeeeee 🎵

I’ve made myself the only gluten free sweet available - a big slab of chocolate brownie which I will decorate with a single candle and sing happy birthday to myself.


I have birthday balloons which I will blow up and let float around the house to remind myself to be excited about turning 60.


I will dress up in my sparkly birthday clothes and enjoy my isolated birthday.


I’m going to make myself a margarita and then make a birthday toast to myself.


I’m going to think of something delicious that Adoring Husband can prepare for my birthday dinner.


I’m going to try really hard to NOT feel sorry for myself because I’m not on that much anticipated road trip with Beautiful Girl With Long Blond Hair.

I’m going to be excited about reaching this milestone - I have lived four years longer than my father!


I’m going to enjoy the phone calls and the FaceTime banter.


Taking these silly circumstances into consideration, I’m going to make the most of this isolated 60th birthday and do some weird stuff to make it memorable. I’m not sure what kind of weird stuff yet, but hopefully I can show you tomorrow!

It’s after 11pm so I’m off to bed.

Nite all.

The Obsession Grows

23 videos Questioning the virus

If you’re interested, here are some more videos of respected professors and scientists with their questions and doubts about the severity of Covid 19 and how the world has reacted.

Professor Sucharit Bhakdi  A specialist in microbiology. He was a professor at Johannes Gutenberg University in Mainz and head of the Institute for Medical Microbiology and Hygiene and one of the most cited scientists in German history. (15 minutes)

Dr Wolfgang Wodarg A German Physician specialising in Pulminology, politician and former Chairman of the Parliamentary Assembley of the Council of Europe. In 2009 he called for an enquiry into alleged conflicts of interest surrounding the EU response to the Swine flu epidemic. (10 mins)

Dr Joel Kettering MD Professor of Community Health Sciences & Surgery at Manitoba University. Medical Director of the International Centre for Infectious Diseases (6 minutes)

Dr John Ioannidis Professor of Medicine, of Health Research and Policy and of Biomedical Data Science at Stanford University School of Medicine and a Professor of Statistics at Stanford University School of Humanities and Sciences. He is director of the Stanford Prevention Research Centre and co-director of the Meta-research Innovation Centre at Stanford.

He is also the editor-in-chief of the European Journal of Clinical Investigation. There is more but I’m sick of typing haha (1 hour)

I have another 18 videos and interviews with professors and doctors who hold respected titles and positions within universities, institutes and scientific communities all strongly questioning this pandemic and the actions that have been taken by leaders everywhere.

That’s how I spent my morning 🤪

This afternoon I bathed and groomed psychotic dog Ruby, watched a great show on the ABC about Toni Lamond (who is now 88yrs old!), watched some more Grey’s Anatomy and obsessed some more over Covid 19.







It’s time to sleep now.

Nite all.

Tuesday, April 21, 2020

It Never Ends

I gather, from all that I’ve read today, my belief that we are in self isolation until Covid 19 has nowhere to go and simply disappears, is very far from the reality of the situation.

When will it be safe to end the lockdown, to re-emerge?

Apparently it will never be "safe".

Social distancing and self isolation are measures not to "cure" Covid 19 but to slow it down, so as to not overwhelm our healthcare system.

We’ve done that pretty well.

It doesn’t change the strength of Covid 19 or how it spreads from one person to the next.

It’s not going to change the mortality rate, only delay it.

Apparently, people with a weakened immune system who missed it this time, will eventually get it.

Quarantine is slowing it down but not curing it or weakening it or killing it.

Well that sucks! 😳

I’m hoping that because this is our first experience with this virus that they are mistaken.

They predicted that millions would die from bird flu in 2013 but in the end it was hundreds and it disappeared after a couple of years.

In 2002/3 they predicted SARS would kill hundreds of thousands but it killed 774 and disappeared almost as quickly as it appeared.

I’m hoping this one will be the same.

Obviously this makes it even more important to use this time to educate yourself and start practicing better lifestyle and diet choices to build your strength, fitness and immunity.

This is our opportunity to show ourselves the ultimate gift of self love and try to reach our optimum level of health because that’s our only weapon against Covid 19.





I made corned beef and zucchini fritters for lunch and drank a mint condition juice (apple, cucumber, celery, spinach, mint, coconut water and water) for afternoon tea.

Our afternoon was all Grey’s Anatomy.

Salmon steaks with salad for dinner.

Today I’m grateful for access to fresh fruit and vegetables. I’m grateful for cool filtered water. I’m grateful for my night time meditation that puts me into a deep sleep almost every night (not the nights when Adoring Husband’s snore mimics an old victor lawn mower).

It’s almost midnight so it’s bed time for me.

Nite all.

Sunday, April 19, 2020

Rainy Sunday

It’s 1.25pm on a lazy rainy Sunday for me and I am in bed doing my usual random research and investigations into random subjects.

Yesterday, my blog, which I didn’t post, was all about flu vaccinations. While my morning was full of enthusiastic energy soaking up all the information I could find, by the evening my instincts told me not to post it.

Which is why there was no post for Saturday night.

The beauty of having a blog is that I can express my opinion, most often a different opinion to the masses. Brace yourself! Here goes!

I have one interesting piece of information about Covid 19.

Because the worst hit countries don’t have the resources or facilities to test everyone for the virus or conduct autopsies on people who are dying, they are now including all deaths as Covid 19 deaths.

This includes heart attacks, pneumonia, seasonal flu, cancer and all people who die at home from any unexplained reason - I could list any number of conditions that can lead to death - because the medical industry is under so much strain and pressure, they can’t keep true and accurate records anymore so what we are seeing are skewed statistics.

The other thing that I’m really annoyed about is this new censorship in Facebook.

Anything that the WHO (World Health Organisation) doesn’t agree with is being banned on FB.

GOOGLE and Facebook are privately owned companies that have complete control over our communication and can cut us any time they see fit.

The first step is censorship so we don’t even have a choice anymore and we must only believe WHO - funded, sponsored, partnered with Bill Gates and Hillary Clinton who act as their ‘front people’ who in turn have huge investments in pharmaceuticals and vaccinations.

This is not a conspiracy theory, but a fact.

The history of human struggle has always been taken over by power and money at the top - the Kennedys, Bushes and Rockefellers - now the Gates, Clintons and Zuckerbergs.

Power. Profit. Control.

People in power use the McKinsey Global Institute to teach them strategies to overpower and manipulate huge corporations - but in this case those strategies are being used on us.

The strategy is fear.

Shut down the country to collapse the economy.

Lock down the people to suppress dissent.

Maintain control by imposed mandated vaccinations.

7.2 billion vaccinations = I can’t find the numbers or the words to describe or explain what it equals.

You see, as people are realising that they can control their own health and turn their backs on western mainstream medicine, profits from prescription medications are falling ...

... so the only alternative is vaccinations. Less time testing and no liability for injuries or deaths caused by vaccines.

GAVI - Global Alliance for Vaccines and Immunisations. Founded by Bill and Melinda Gates.


Controlling world health and creating the perfect storm to hand even more power to those above them.

When you take away the fear of the virus itself, it’s interesting to observe from a different perspective.

Thank goodness I’m enjoying self isolation!

No Grey’s Anatomy.

Lots of research and with every bit of info, I have more names of people, organisations, governments, corporations and legal battles to read up on.

It’s a world of intrigue.







It’s now 9pm and I am STILL in bed and STILL in my pyjamas.

Nite all.