Nice to see you!

Three major events occurred for me last year (2010), all in the space of about 2 weeks. I turned 50. The following day I got married. Two weeks later, my oldest daughter became pregnant with her first child and my first grandchild.

Most middle-aged people will tell you that in their minds, they still feel 20 something. It's the same for me.

Wasn't it only yesterday that I was planning a night out with guys from the surf club? That gorgeous new perm. Flaired, cuffed denims and the red t-shirt with the off-the-shoulder frill. Corked platform wedgies. **sigh**

Suddenly I'm looking in the mirror and wondering how 30 years can flash by so damned quickly!

So here I am in cyberspace, sharing my genuine shock and horror with anyone who'll listen and maybe I'll even meet some other over 50s who find themselves in the same predicament!

Welcome to my dilemna!!

Sunday, February 15, 2026

Six Weeks in Already

Another truth bomb that resonates …

The truth could be televised and the masses won’t do a thing 

Let’s stop pretending the problem is information. There is absolutely no reason to post about Epstein, government corruption, regulatory capture, stolen money, or any of the other crimes committed in plain sight. Not because it isn’t real. Not because it isn’t horrifying but because people do not care. They are not confused. They are not unaware. They are not waiting for proof. They are finished.

Assume the impossible for a moment. Assume tomorrow the media tells the truth. Every network and every outlet. No spin, no ambiguity, no “both sides.” Names are named. Crimes are laid out. Receipts are shown. Epstein, pharma, government, corporations…everything exposed, undeniable, unavoidable. Final truth, blasted from every screen on earth.

Nothing would happen. There would be no uprising. No reckoning and no collective response. People wouldn’t lift a finger, not because they’re restrained, but because they’re incapable. This is not a population being held down. This is a population that has been chemically, psychologically, and spiritually domesticated. They are docile, sedated and pacified. Made harmless by design.

This society is weak in every way that matters. Physically soft, metabolically broken and mentally fragmented. Dopamine-addicted and attention-deficient. A population that cannot sit in silence, cannot think deeply, cannot tolerate discomfort, cannot organize, cannot sacrifice, and cannot act with courage. They don’t just lack the will to resist they lack the capacity.

Here’s the part that exposes the lie completely. Take away their distractions, and suddenly they find their backbone. If cigarettes were banned tomorrow, there would be outrage. If liquor stores boarded up their doors, there would be chaos. If McDonald’s shut off the golden arches, if the booze dried up, if the dopamine supply chain was interrupted, these same people would riot harder than they ever would over corruption, children, or freedom. Not because those things don’t matter but because comfort matters more.

That’s the society we’ve built. A civilization that will tolerate child trafficking, mass deception, and systemic theft, but will lose its mind over the loss of junk food, alcohol, and entertainment. A population that mistakes convenience for freedom and stimulation for happiness, while real tyranny hums quietly in the background.

There is no “going back.” That fantasy is dead. You cannot reason people out of a prison they are comfortable in. You cannot wake people up who have chosen sedation. They want to wake up, flood their system with caffeine and sugar, eat garbage, sit on their ass, scroll endlessly, avoid eye contact, communicate only through glowing screens, drink themselves numb, binge Netflix, worship sports teams, and fall asleep scrolling the same device that hollowed them out in the first place.

They are not curious. They are not driven. They are not seeking truth, excellence, mastery, or meaning. They are seeking numbness. Short clips, cheap laughs and constant stimulation. Seven-second reels of squirrels on skateboards while the world burns behind them. This is not dystopia coming it’s idiocracy already here, fully normalized.

That’s why I speak the way I do. That’s why I’m harsh. Not because I hate people but because softness is what destroyed them. Comfort made them obedient. Convenience made them weak. Distraction made them irrelevant. Now they defend the very system that hollowed them out because challenging it would require effort, discipline, and discomfort…things they no longer possess.

I’m not trying to wake up the masses. I’m speaking to the anomaly. The outlier and the person who still feels disgust instead of comfort. The one who knows, in their bones, that this isn’t normal and this isn’t acceptable. The one who refuses to rot quietly while scrolling through a curated illusion.

This isn’t for the sedated. It’s for the few who refuse to become livestock. ~Chris Kirckof


I agree with everything that he says and I probably fall halfway between the distracted and the outraged. While I know about almost everything that’s going on in this evil world, I am a 65 yr old female who holds little value to anybody. 

To most, I am old, foolish, a conspiracy theorist, eccentric, out of touch, full of shit, over the hill, feeble etc etc etc. 

The fact that I have 65 yrs of life experience and have witnessed many changes in history, moral and ethical values, the definition of humanity, the way we are conditioned to think and act a certain way, believe in certain things and not believe in others. 

I am embarrassed by how well conditioned I was during my 20s, 30s and 40s. I always knew that there was something ‘not right’ and life frequently led me in a different direction, but the ‘conditioning’ always brought me back to ‘conforming’.

Now I believe that life is pointless. We are all totally controlled by the elitists. We plebs are not meant to live comfortably or peacefully and those powers find every way possible to take or reduce our money and assets by creating taxes, laws, policies and rules that make life as difficult and stressful as possible.

Our only freedom is spirituality (not religion) and even then, we have to keep it to ourselves for fear of repercussions, prejudice and hostility.

The conditioning is so strong, that we are not only fearful of the elitists, the government, the corporations, the industries, but also our fellow human beings who judge us harshly when we don’t tow the line.

So I’ve created my own little oasis in the confines and control of Adoring Husband’s fears and emotional needs and I try to avoid social situations and other humans who are not like minded, because, to be honest, I judge them harshly too.

So my feeble, old, female body has no strength or value to fight the control that’s happening and I happily withdraw to my oasis.

Anyway … back to my personal post.

It has rained for most of today. We desperately need it so I’m not complaining. The temperature is more manageable and we were able to survive without air conditioning for the entire day.

Harley was disappointed to miss out on his afternoon play, due to the weather.

I had to bring my seedlings undercover again because they were drenched AND sprouting like crazy.

We watched a good Netflix movie called “RIP” with Matt Damon and Ben Affleck, followed by a fluffy romance. 

MAFS was on tonight and I still have to catch up on I’m a Celebrity and Australian Idol.

I made up a chicken, onion, mushroom, tomato, garlic, sour cream and chicken broth concoction and served it with boiled potatoes, green beans and snow peas.

Now I’m ready for sleep.






Nite all.

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