Feeling Icky

Today has been an ‘ick’ day.

Feeling a bit lost.

Low motivation.

No energy.

Lost my mojo.

Lack of purpose.

A bit of emotional numbness.

I probably should have done something other than sit on the couch watching MasterChef recordings all day. 

I should have done something to get the blood circulating.

Plenty of ‘I should haves’.

Let me change that to - I did exactly what I needed to do, to get through the day, and that’s ok.

I cooked a quick and flavourless spaghetti bolognese for dinner, but I didn’t eat any of it so I can’t be sure how crap it was. I had spent a couple of hours in bed and really wasn’t keen to cook so I just chucked stuff in the pan. 

My Vegan Chickie messaged me for Mothers Day and I received a phone call from Number One Son in Perth.

Bubbles says that she loves me EVERY day and doesn’t need a Mother’s Day to tell me so haha.

I received a lovely message from Lady Lynn wishing me a happy day.

Maybe that’s what was wrong with me! Nothing different happened for me on Mother’s Day (except for receiving Lady Lynn’s message). I still cooked breakfast. I still cooked dinner. Blah blah blah.

Anyway, the day is over and now I’m going to sleep.

Nite all.