Nice to see you!

Three major events occurred for me last year (2010), all in the space of about 2 weeks. I turned 50. The following day I got married. Two weeks later, my oldest daughter became pregnant with her first child and my first grandchild.

Most middle-aged people will tell you that in their minds, they still feel 20 something. It's the same for me.

Wasn't it only yesterday that I was planning a night out with guys from the surf club? That gorgeous new perm. Flaired, cuffed denims and the red t-shirt with the off-the-shoulder frill. Corked platform wedgies. **sigh**

Suddenly I'm looking in the mirror and wondering how 30 years can flash by so damned quickly!

So here I am in cyberspace, sharing my genuine shock and horror with anyone who'll listen and maybe I'll even meet some other over 50s who find themselves in the same predicament!

Welcome to my dilemna!!

Thursday, March 12, 2020

Totally Drained

I was incapable of leaving the bedroom today.

The visit from AJ totally drained me.

It really was a great visit, but there was so much family ‘stuff’ that I needed to process.

Stuff that I wasn’t aware of.

Stuff that AJ wasn’t aware of.

Stuff that upset us.

Stuff that shocked us.

Stuff that amused us.

Stuff that confused us.

Eight hours of non stop chatter revealing so much ‘stuff’!

I think I have to use some of my tools, like meditation, tapping and self journeying to clear some of it because it’s all weighing quite heavily on my mind.

Adoring Husband dragged me (not physically) outside for about 15 minutes to help him put together the replacement pergoda that was delivered yesterday morning.

That was a frustrating process but thank goodness it didn’t last too long!

Chicken and vegetables for dinner.

Tomorrow I’ll be making the finishing touches to the photography course that I’m leading on the weekend.






... and finishing with a funny one 🤣


Nite all.




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