*sigh*

Another afternoon of study.

Far out.

Some of it, I'm excited to get started on and other parts, I'm scared witless .. and I'm not even at the scary bit yet .. like Anatomy and Physiology and Chemistry and Biochemistry!

It's a constant battle with myself to block the negative self talk.

I think I need to post some positive affirmations around my work area .. something that will keep my mind clear to focus on the studying, and not on failing, falling behind or losing my way.

There are moments that I am completely paralysed with fear, and I have to snap myself out of it.

Those are the moments that I move on to something else that is less paralysing!

I just watched an episode of 'Parenthood' and somebody there quoted "You're not in over your head, you're just out of your comfort zone."

That's pretty appropriate for my situation ... I might write that on a post-it note and stick it on my monitor.

It'll be ok.

I will be ok.

Really!

I've got this!

Nite all.