I felt 'out of sorts' from the second that I opened my eyes this morning.
I didn't want to feel that way, so I tried a few different things to snap myself out of it.
I did some deep breathing exercises.
I guzzled some cool water.
I listened to some uplifting music.
I had a shower.
I consumed my morning hot lemon and chicken broth.
I cuddled my psychotic dogs.
I decided to wear bright colours to work.
I thought of all the things for which I feel grateful.
I remembered that it was coffee morning with the girls.
I couldn't snap out of it.
When I got to the shop to buy my morning coffee, somebody asked me how I was and I screwed up my nose and told them "I'm feeling very 'out of sorts' today and I don't know why!" She replied "Well, we all have days like that sometimes. Don't worry too much about it."
That actually helped.
I've been feeling so happy and vibrant lately, I guess I was due for a less than vibrant day. So I stopped worrying about it and just accepted it.
Morning tea with the girls was great and helped lift me somewhat.
A customer picked up and paid for her photos that she had paid a deposit on last week.
A large order of stock arrived (and we all know how much I love it when new stock arrives!), so I spent the afternoon checking the invoice, pricing and figuring out where to display it.
I had to tidy up all of the packaging and prepare for meditation in the morning + it's bin night, so I emptied all of the bins in the shop and filled our sulo to the brim before wheeling it out to the footpath.
I visited the butcher to buy meat for dinner, but got a bit carried away and bought meat for the next four days!
It was about 4pm when I arrived home and I was STILL feeling somewhat out of sorts.
I made dinner of leftovers for Adoring Husband, served with a salad.
It's now 7.30pm and I'm seriously considering a very early night to bed.
I hope that my mood has improved by morning and that tomorrow I'm not feeling so out of sorts.
Nite all.
I'm lazy and selfish and spend too much time on the internet. I love to be creative with photography and jewellery and sketching with pencil and pastels. I'm happier now than I have ever been and I love everything about my life ... where I live, my home, my fantastic grown up children, my lifestyle, my friends, my dogs and last but not least my wonderful adoring husband. Life is good!
Nice to see you!
Three major events occurred for me last year (2010), all in the space of about 2 weeks. I turned 50. The following day I got married. Two weeks later, my oldest daughter became pregnant with her first child and my first grandchild.
Most middle-aged people will tell you that in their minds, they still feel 20 something. It's the same for me.
Wasn't it only yesterday that I was planning a night out with guys from the surf club? That gorgeous new perm. Flaired, cuffed denims and the red t-shirt with the off-the-shoulder frill. Corked platform wedgies. **sigh**
Suddenly I'm looking in the mirror and wondering how 30 years can flash by so damned quickly!
So here I am in cyberspace, sharing my genuine shock and horror with anyone who'll listen and maybe I'll even meet some other over 50s who find themselves in the same predicament!
Welcome to my dilemna!!
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