Denial is a wonderful thing.
I’ve been in bed watching documentaries all day.
I got up to cook dinner just before 6pm and sat with Adoring Husband until 8pm when we both came to bed.
I watched another disturbing documentary tonight and now I need to put myself in denial and watch something funny and light to clear the imagery and stories that I subjected myself to all day.
You might think I’m foolish but I believe it was necessary, on a certain level, to investigate further what I learned earlier in the day.
There is nothing to share here because I’m still trying to process. I doubt that I will ever share any of it here.
So this is a day where I hope that all the knowledge that I gained will be wiped out overnight by my ageing brain during a good nights sleep.
I’m going to meditate for light love and peace.
Nite all.
I'm lazy and selfish and spend too much time on the internet. I love to be creative with photography and jewellery and sketching with pencil and pastels. I'm happier now than I have ever been and I love everything about my life ... where I live, my home, my fantastic grown up children, my lifestyle, my friends, my dogs and last but not least my wonderful adoring husband. Life is good!
Nice to see you!
Three major events occurred for me last year (2010), all in the space of about 2 weeks. I turned 50. The following day I got married. Two weeks later, my oldest daughter became pregnant with her first child and my first grandchild.
Most middle-aged people will tell you that in their minds, they still feel 20 something. It's the same for me.
Wasn't it only yesterday that I was planning a night out with guys from the surf club? That gorgeous new perm. Flaired, cuffed denims and the red t-shirt with the off-the-shoulder frill. Corked platform wedgies. **sigh**
Suddenly I'm looking in the mirror and wondering how 30 years can flash by so damned quickly!
So here I am in cyberspace, sharing my genuine shock and horror with anyone who'll listen and maybe I'll even meet some other over 50s who find themselves in the same predicament!
Welcome to my dilemna!!
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